Friday, 19 April 2013

Me against the world

 Quite a long while back at cell group, we were discussing on the topic "Me VS ____". We drew what we interpret things like "what influences me", "me and my relationships" as. We came to this part where we had to draw "me and the world" or rather, Me against the world.

As most of you who've been reading and/or know me personally, you'd know that it hasn't exactly been the greatest season of my life ever since latest year when internship started, and even my Final Year Project didn't end so well. Things in church and stuff hasn't been great either. It's just so, so very draining and strenuous for me I couldn't even eat or breathe, let alone sleep properly.

So that topic really got me thinking and feeling waves of emotions. Partly happy, but mostly upset and probably a little bitter. Trying to get over it but bad things just keeps coming back to haunt me. Still praying for better days.

Here's my world. Just me, family, and friends. Seoul and Japan dreamin' - I hope to travel the entire South Korea, but mainly Seoul, Busan and Jeju. Maybe Gwangju Jeolla-do and Gongju Chungcheongnam-do as well. I want to immerse myself with the beauty of the city and delicacies. Probably go full-on fan girl mode outside entertainment agencies to try my luck to meet some of my favorite idols. Happiness, bliss. Where everything is clear and bright.

Haknuna Matata - Just like what's sung in the lion king: "It means no worries for the rest of your days; It's our problem free philosophy, Hakuna Matata."

Faith. Hope. Love. Dreams. - I pray that all these will prevail and come to life. To become reality.

What's not in my world - everything dull. Cheating, betrayal, heartbreak. Had enough of shit the past year, not intending to entertain any other crap.

What's your world like? Dreaming of a better place like me, or have you already achieved your perfect world? Anyway, I hope you guys will be able to be in your perfect world someday. Well, almost-perfect, because nothing on Earth can be so flawless. We make-do with imperfections and be content with whatever we have. That's when we get true joy and happiness.

I'm still dreaming, and I really hope you guys are too. & I pray that you never stop.


 don't stop believing, xx