Into the New Year: Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013

Broke Christmas and New Year's tradition by spending the days(and nights) with my 2 best friends from secondary school with awesome dinners and having heart-to-heart talks instead of the yearly stay at home-cuddle-eating pizza-drinking coke-watching movies and the countdown party that we used to do. So thankful for them to spend these days with me because they knew how much the traditions meant to me, how it was such a big deal.. So very blessed by the 2 girls ❤

Through all the ups and downs, good and bad, I'm just so so so thankful for all the friends that have stayed with me. Friends have come and gone the past 3 years since Poly started, some of my best friends whom I thought would never betray or leave me, did. Because of that I've closed up so much and shut people out. Even the ones that tried to get closer to me got pushed away. I'm just grateful for the friends that saw through those cracks and brokenness, who stayed and were there for me. Teaching me how to trust again, how to have faith and hope again.. Were there talking to me in the wee hours of the night, making time to hang out and do fun things together just so I wouldn't think too much. Thank you for teaching me how to be independent again.

 

I don't know where I'd be without you all. 

But because you are here with me, I know that everything's gonna be okay.

Happy new year everyone, and have an awesome 2013!